Okay that woman in white is called lanlan. Like, SIMI LAN. HAHAHA. I'm so going to hell. Sianxzxzx.

Tskkk!
I wish I knew someone who has worse luck then me. Sigh, I would just like to announce that I am in mourning for everyone who has ever lost a handphone. If you had it for less then a week only then I sympathise with you even more. If you lost it within the day, I love you. We are best buddies forever xoxo. Love you longlong.
Okay so I went to Genting and I lost my phone thank you very much. Sigh sigh sigh. My new phone. My effing 12 hr phone. Cheebye Kanasai Fuck Sia.
I am seriously the World's most fucked up piece of shit mang.
Whatever, I totally couldn't enjoy myself in Genting. But thanks for trying to cheer me up Eunica and Sonia. Bad experience. Note to self: Never ever be a fucktard and bring a new phone on holiday.
Whatever, I mised Elaine terribly during the trip and we all wished you were there too.
Sian lah I hate myself. And anyways I've been accepted into SIM already. Got the letter shit and everything. My orientation is like on the 25th and 28th of September. Wa pang sai lah. I don't feel like going. Like, I'll be all alone. Knn, I pray someone will be free and go with me or smth haha.
Okay, I shall not digress. I am here to tell you how miserable life is when you are Sun Ziping. Seriously like fuckfucktimesonemillion. Piang ehxzxxxz how can someone lose their spanking new phone so cheebye fast? Is there a Guiness World Record for this? I is top yo. Sian lah haha and the worst thing is my Mum is damn cool about it. I was thinking, hell is going to break loose when I tell her the effing new phone she bought for me was gone. Like, fuck sia gone. And she still told me not to bring the effing cheebye phone to Malaysia. And did I listen? No, being the fucker I was so ever-ready to be I said I won't lose it one
LAH. SUNZIPING, you fucktard seriosuly go eat shit. My mum was like super cool about it, I keep saying sorry and crying when I called home but she told me to go enjoy myself and not think so much. Waa, I really wonder what kind of fucked-up daughter I am sometimes. I give my parents too much trouble. Yknow what I think. I think that I am a disappointment. A big fat fucking disappointment to my parents and everybody else. I never get things right. I keep looking for effing trouble. I ought o do somthing about this and stop screwing my life up.
Okay, I'm sorry for being a fucker. And I still hate myself so much I can slash my wrists. Fuck.
Kidding! I'm not going to lah friends. Relac brudderrrrs! Hahaw.
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Cause I don't want you to know where I am'Cause then you'll see my heartIn the saddest state it's ever been.This is no place to try and live my life.Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.Stop right there. Well I never should have saidThat it's the very moment thatI wish that I could take back.I'm sorry for the person I became.I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.I'm ready to try and never become that way againCause who I am hates who I've been.Who I am hates who I've been.