Hello, WAKE UP PLEASE.

Miss, I said WAKE UP.

HELLO.

-

But whatever okayyy it feels good to have something new. I'm desperately in need of retail therapy. Oh god haha my classmates are crapping alot. They are really funny hahaha really!

I miss Fai. :(

Okay haha anyways thats not my point, I have to go and find a job soon. Like really soon but the thought of going to work and having to wake up early or smth irks me. Like the money is attractive but not the work. I feel so loser-ish. Not the loser-ish cos I can't find a job but loser-ish cos I think my life is in somewhat of a mess right now. Yes, I am going to SIM but like the letter of acceptance into SIM is not going to come until like September so let's say if i don't get in.. wtf am I supposed to do then? Maybe its a mistake to leave JC. I bet alot of people reading this is saying, 'See, I told you so!" but hey it was my decision in the first place and I've already made it so fuck off. I'm only second guessing myself now cos life is too good to be true. I really have not much to worry about until school starts or smth. I am enjoying bumming around again. But I know I can't keep bumming around for another 2 months plus so I need to go find a job. Whatever okay. Seriously, taking time off from school is a funny feeling cos everyone is busy studying or having school activities while I'm not. However, the time spent at home is quite good cos I get to spend time with my dog. (: Its like when I've school, I only come home to sleep then the next day I'm off to school again early in the morning and I feel like I've neglected her. Eh please okay, I'm not some crazy dog-freak but those people who don't have a dog please don't fucking judge me. The bond you have with your dog is like tight. Really tight. She's always there no matter what. People judge you, my dog doesn't judge me. Not at all. The only one who loves me for exactly who I am is my dog. And when I don't spend enough time playing or just hanging out with her, I feel guilty. Cos she really is here ALL the time. And I really dare not think what will happen to me when she dies. Oh fuck it go to hell. That won't happen anytime soon I hope but if it does I think part of me will just die with her too. Fuck I feel sad now. I love Chelsy. :DDD

I think I do sound a tat psycho hahaha.

Oh, piss off.

Hahaha, whatever I think I may be suffering from bouts of PMSiness. Okay I'm going to watch some Korean drama serial. Have fun in school or studying or bumming. Teeheehee.