Mah Trip to Genting Homies.
Pictures, cos I'm one fat lazy ass.
Sleepover at Peck's before Genting trip next morning. Elaine came to stayover as well.
Elaine and my fuck12hour phone.
RAWR.
Don't ask hahaha I look distorted.
Love Yo.
To Genting!!!
Sonia, Me and Eunica.
Yadayada.
The view of the theme park.
Small boy wondering wth we were doing. We were cam-whoring ah boy.
Eunica's pretty cousin, Jiaqi. She has the most flawless skin ever ever! I admit I stare at her alot, hahaha.
Bus ride!
Mother.
Fuck.
At the stop-over shit place haha. We had Ramly(sp?) Burger!
Chinese Restaurant for dinner when we reached.
Hey BFF :DDD
:D
Heehee.
Hahaha.
Hotel room, where we cam-whored like maddd!
Uhuh, go Eunica!
Sian ji pua.
Son was tying her hair and irritating us. Hello, we were trying to get a decent picture here!
Haha please mind some of the photos, cos we were really weird up there in Genting.
We did alot of stupid stuff cos we believed that no one would recognise us so we could act like complete fools there. Haha totally lame.
Elephant, please keep our secrets safe?
Eunica and her weird poses.
I think she was doing all these for me. Cos yadayada I lost my phone and she was trying to make the atmosphere more cheerful.
Liftliftlift.
Hello friends!
See what I said about the stupid stuff.
Uhuh, told you so.
Again. Thanks alot and please don't think I'm a mad psycho freak.
London bus turned cafe!
Coolness okay!
Love.
There were irritating kids there I tell you. Tamade.
I like this one!
Okay, somemore weird photos.
Telephone booth#1.
Telephone booth#2.
Telephone booth#3.
While waiting for Eunica and Sonia to finish this really scary ride.
I was too chicken to queue so I was the photographer.
See!
So scary!
Malaysian magazines are really cheap!
The Ferris Wheel.
Sonia Tjia and Eunica Peck.
Sonia and I.
I totally felt like a kid again. Teh sex manxxzxzz.
Coffee Bean at our hotel lobby.
Okay, you are going to see some really weird photos.
Shut up!
Cool ah! I'm trying to take artistic photos. HAHAW. Please do laugh.
HAHAW. Eunica so hawwwt!
The waitress kept laughing at us.
We were doing the big eye thing.
The tie Eunica bought for Delores. Haha, I is spas yo.
Yes, that is a bra on my head. 
I'm sorry, you can look away. We were just bored.
Way home!!!
Okay that woman in white is called lanlan. Like, SIMI LAN. HAHAHA. I'm so going to hell. Sianxzxzx.
Teh sexy yoyo.
Hahaha!
I can't believe us.
Thanks Sonia Tjia.
Tskkk!I wish I knew someone who has worse luck then me. Sigh, I would just like to announce that I am in mourning for everyone who has ever lost a handphone. If you had it for less then a week only then I sympathise with you even more. If you lost it within the day, I love you. We are best buddies forever xoxo. Love you longlong.
Okay so I went to Genting and I lost my phone thank you very much. Sigh sigh sigh. My new phone. My effing 12 hr phone. Cheebye Kanasai Fuck Sia.
I am seriously the World's most fucked up piece of shit mang.
Whatever, I totally couldn't enjoy myself in Genting. But thanks for trying to cheer me up Eunica and Sonia. Bad experience. Note to self: Never ever be a fucktard and bring a new phone on holiday.
Whatever, I mised Elaine terribly during the trip and we all wished you were there too.
Sian lah I hate myself. And anyways I've been accepted into SIM already. Got the letter shit and everything. My orientation is like on the 25th and 28th of September. Wa pang sai lah. I don't feel like going. Like, I'll be all alone. Knn, I pray someone will be free and go with me or smth haha.
Okay, I shall not digress. I am here to tell you how miserable life is when you are Sun Ziping. Seriously like fuckfucktimesonemillion. Piang ehxzxxxz how can someone lose their spanking new phone so cheebye fast? Is there a Guiness World Record for this? I is top yo. Sian lah haha and the worst thing is my Mum is damn cool about it. I was thinking, hell is going to break loose when I tell her the effing new phone she bought for me was gone. Like, fuck sia gone. And she still told me not to bring the effing cheebye phone to Malaysia. And did I listen? No, being the fucker I was so ever-ready to be I said I won't lose it one LAH. SUNZIPING, you fucktard seriosuly go eat shit. My mum was like super cool about it, I keep saying sorry and crying when I called home but she told me to go enjoy myself and not think so much. Waa, I really wonder what kind of fucked-up daughter I am sometimes. I give my parents too much trouble. Yknow what I think. I think that I am a disappointment. A big fat fucking disappointment to my parents and everybody else. I never get things right. I keep looking for effing trouble. I ought o do somthing about this and stop screwing my life up.
Okay, I'm sorry for being a fucker. And I still hate myself so much I can slash my wrists. Fuck.
Kidding! I'm not going to lah friends. Relac brudderrrrs! Hahaw.
-
Cause I don't want you to know where I am
'Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
- here i go, so dishonestly.